Saturday, April 3, 2010

Title:left breathless...

limited the number of post
in my blog.
reason y?
coz i simply hate my past.

maybe postin more on wat happen yeah?
i oni managed to get some slepp at 3am like tat ytd.
y?
coz i veri scare.
the check up tmr.
dunnoe wat will happen.
went to ah ma house in the morning.
den headed to pray our ancestors.
had fun jokin around there.
finally smile liao.
was pretty amazed
by the surrounding things around us.
such a small thing yet it can do
such great help/fun to us.
hahas.
had icecream!:DDD
little cousin they all eat until sibei er xin lor.
after prayin,had lunch.
kor keep saein i fat!
humph!
i'm gonna start my slimming session
sooner or later...
went to the last place to pray.
daddy keep having quarrels wit the ppl
tat maintain our ancestors' grave.
see him quarrel sibei funny can!
like 1 small kid like tat:X
ended our gatherin and sent kor to customs
n headed to hospital.
i super afraid.>.<
went in to cod liew's office.
and he tok a lot of crap to me.
wat my breathin unstable and veri uneven.
hav difficuties breathin.
cannot too angry or vexed,
mst becareful.
blah blah blah...
sae until i goin to die like tat.
zzz...
everytimes repeatin the same stuff over and over agin.
nt sian meh?
die jiu die lor.
better leh.
den i wont so painful.
minmin sibei cute can!
jio me to jump down from my block.
hahas
ciaos~

in the middle of the pathway,i'm sure i saw someone tat reali look alot like u.when he looked at my direction,i was left breathless,stunned.nt believin wat i saw.at tat moment,memories of us suddenly flashed back into my mind.as if everything had jus happen ytd. i was called in.i kept tellin myself it wasn't true.wat ever it was was jus my stupidly thinkings or illusion.went i came out of doc liew's office,i saw him again.tokin to a nurse.at tat point,i was veri sure it wasn't fake.i wasn't ani of my stupidly thinkings or illusion.it was real...

-someone i had forgotten-
u came back to my mind once again.

when will u move out of my life?when?its been bothering me quite sometime these few days...