seriously felt tat today i jus trash my life.jus...sibei disappointed?sudden urge to tok to HIM.coz HE is the oni one tat truely understands me more den i understand myself.missed u bastard/asshole/bendan/zhutou...was actuallty worried abt u more den minmin.its like my best listening ear is gone.was reflecting abt the recent stuffs tat was happening.i FINALLY realised how much i need n missed u.worried how u r in the group.how the brothers were.how the sisters were doin.honestly,ur post wasn't so easy as it seemed.handling them when they were like half way okayy le.i seriously miss the times u da bao come my house pei me eat.coz u simply noe tat i hate to be alone eatin.although sometimes u will still force my to eat my meals by hook or by cock.worryin n kept remindin me abt how weak i'm.n the pain i will be suffering from when i dun eat.was hopin tat u will online hav a webcam session.coz i gt tons of stuffs to sae to u.truse me,its gonna take mths,year...i reali reali reali wished i could go back to ther nw.i mean coz i simply miss u,minmin,xinyi,yao,shun...u guys were the ones who always stand by myside.reachin out for me when i needed help.(sounded like xiao ding dang...shen chu yuan shou)sunday daddy is free.i reali reali reali hope tat i can go back visit u guys?missed ur to the max...
to u ah gurl:miss u.although we no longer in contact..i admit it.coz i heard abt u from someone around the evening.heard tat you changed.glad to heard tat?wehn things r fine i will call u back?loved u.left my link in ur msn.plus some stuffs.hope u read liao n think abt it...
manzxczxc...enuffing tired le.but i still gt super lots to sae...tmr still gt work.coz down crew.8am to 12.will update post n BLOG.i mean it.i super long bo update le.super boring like tat.same things..ciaos ppl...update tmr:D
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