Saturday, September 11, 2010

Title:little things in life.

back to bloggin.
but saddly,my mood wasnt happy or wat.
jus feelin down.
worryin abt the things around me.
feelin weird n down sucks ttm.
firstly,abt work
i reali had a tough day today.
in fact everyone did.
lookin at my fb,
u will noe wat happen barh.
well,i wont elaborate much abt it.
started work at 8.
ended at 4pm.
headed home wit kenneth n bi.
kenneth started trainnin today.
brought a wound on my left palm home
which bleeded like siao when i takin orders.
n lots of unhappiness n anger.
we r a team.remember?
girl:
i noe u bigger den me n worked ther longer den me wit lots of experiences.but tat does nt proves tat wat u do is correct.same goes to everyonein mac.everyone makes mistake in this world.noone is perfect.cyber bullyin ppl like tat w/o name?i seriously think u owe him an apology.whether he noes abt it or nt.i'm oso prepared to apologise to u coz i'm here saein abt u too.
hmm...
movin on nxt.
both r personal stuff.
to you boy:
i noe tat today u find it super pissed off.sry.its all becoz of the large order tat jamed everything down n make me vexed n i attituded u too.remember i found u in the freezer?the door was locked.i reali cant imagine wat will happened if i didnt went in to get help from u.the way u smiled at me when i was shocked.u this ben dan larh.i sae till this jiu angry.lock urself in the freezer.=.=at the same time,i seriously felt sry for saein the mean stuffs to u when u wanna help me wit my things.cl kp u for nth n stuffs here n ther.jiu feel tat i own u a big big apologise,boy.
after the tok we had online,u kept complaining to me.i dun mind it.coz i noe u r unhappy.
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maybe to u its jus helpin some girls like normal.but to me,i reali feel uneasy.firstly u n her was havin those type of conversations.n saein i dun let u.....fine.enuffin pissed off coz of tat.even when i'm reali upset n wanted u to stop helpin her,instead i reconsider n allowed u to continue.coz i noe u reali wanna help.keepin all those feelings to myself oni.but these few days when i'm nt feelin well,i dun see u reali caring abt me.all u care is abt her askin u for help.n how u n her goin to settle it.hav u even though abt this?how would i feel?i dun even noe if i still hav tat much trust n faith in u.right after she said those stuffs.shldn't she oso at least tell or explain to me personally wat is goin on?wat she wan or wat?sua.u might think tat i'm inconsiderate or selfish.ever wonder how i feel?

i already tired of work stuffs n nw this.i'm collasping soon.

try puttin urself in other ppl's shoes.try experiencing the pain,worries,saddness other ppl is havin.
its nt easy at all.