i was being kept silent throughout th whole call.idk y this is happening or y it happened.
sarcasm.sarcastic me over n over again.as if i didnt had any feelings.i suddenly felt tht this world is so unfair.ppl can choose to nt listen to mean n hurtful comments ppl giv thm.but y cant i?i still hav to force myself to listen to wht he wan to say abt me.even whn he know its hurtful n it will hurt my feelings.i dun hav feelings?i'm a human too.y cant i hav my own thinkings n feelings?its too unfair.he called me again n scolded me.i feel so sad.idk y i'm so sad n my hearts hurts a lot lot.i srsly dk wht can i do.everyt doesnt turns out th way i wan to be.i jus wan my own life my own living n i dun owe anyone anyt.thts th life i long to hav.my own peaceful n perfect life.i feel like i'm jus a puppet to thm.someone who is being controlled every minute every sec.ohh.fk my life.
i jus wan my th way i wan.no one controlling me.everyone do their part n i do mine.no one controlling me.i love th life i wan.perfect n peaceful.unfair world.unfair treatments.unfair people.no privacy nth.i dun hav a life.i wan a life.i nd it.no fun nth.fk my life.
even goin for crew outin is an offense.i cant hav my own frens.my own life.tell me.wht to do?
maybe livin in this pathetic world is such a burden to me.feel like ending my life.since no one really cares.pathetic life.pathetic me.i felt so pathetic.i gt nth.
today,19/6/2011, 10:30pm.
tan sockee is dead forever.
♥ 10:03 PM