babe,
i delicate this post to u.i miss u.i really miss u a lot.i miss u guys a lot.how r u n ya si doin?i needed u nw badly.i needed u like how i used to nd ur sist.life here is hard.harder den i've expected.1yr nvr really hang out wit u.wonderin if u had changed.i miss u.things over here is so complicated.so messy.so difficult for me to even understand.i nd ur help.but i cant turn to u.i nd ur stare n scoldin.i miss thm too.help me girl.i nd u badly.i dun wanna see my love ones bein hurt.i would rather die den to know tht he is hurt.tell me wht i shld do.i'm scared.feelin cold n alone.feeling helpless.i purposely avoid ur questions of y i nvr giv u my number.i dun wanna depend on u guys.i hated life of fights n stuffs.yet its back again.like how it used to be.i would rather to take my first time of bein slap to save ppl who r important.i love my boyf a lot lot.a lot more den u n i could even expect.
feel so helpless.so useless.
jus fk my life.things were perfect whn all this happened.i missed u.n i missed ur sist too.
♥ 10:56 PM