Biography
A dumbass that believes in
Pastentries
I simply HATE my past.
Thats why i choose to leave them behind.
Creditorials
Monday, July 22, 2013
Title:Lightened weight
Finally took the courage to say things out. I was sad. But I was glad that I have an explanation to myself. No longer in a heavy heart mood not knowing what to do. I was clear of what I'm gonna do in future. From now on, I'll be waiting. I'll be waiting for him to come home. I don't really know how long will this wait be, 2 yrs? 3 yrs? I don't know. But no matter how long it is, I'll be waiting. For him to come back. 
A new goal for my life. A new aim. Ain't gonna waste my life off living my days off doing unproductive stuffs. First step, is to shape my attitude back to how it was from the start. Making sure that I won't repeat my current n old days again. Don't wanna fail my parents, friends n him. Family was the most important thing now. That talk I had with mummy really woke me up. Making me realize the importance of the certain things. Things that can't be found again once it's lost. Although I lost Wilfred, but I'm sure I'll wait for his return. Without me realizing, he became part of the family in my heart. So he will be remembered. N never forgotten. He was the greatest gift I've ever got from heaven.
Although we ain't together anymore and things were changing from now on, I'll never give up or run away anymore. But I still hope that I could have a minion birthday cake from him, hamster n strawberry shortcakes..;(
Up till now, daddy didn't dare to buy me any strawberries anymore. Knowing I'll feel sad. But I still hope to have strawberries from him.
Dead tired n signing off.. Hamster
♥ 11:18 PM